January 2010
I'm so terrified about starting college that I get...
(via bigbitchmarii)
girl chill it’s so awesome
You can’t hide behind your big vocabulary and fake confidence forever, kid.
“My mind is all hazy, hazy, hazy, hazy…
I be thinkin that I’m wrong,...”
– Kudi
I need to see this movie already... →
Today
So spontaneous. I loved it. And I love the people I spent it with. (:
Tomorrow should be good too !
Should I give up?
Or is it worth fighting for?
I need you to know
that those harsh posts weren’t dedicated to you.
cause I just really don’t care about you. You know?
(:
“I like us better when you’re drunk.”
– (;
“Don’t do what you want. Do what you don’t want. Do what you’re...”
– C.P.
“The best way is not to fight it, just go. Don’t be trying all the time to...”
– Chuck….making sense :/
“When you don’t share your problems, you resent hearing the problems of...”
– Chuck
“Why is it you feel like a dope if you laugh alone, but that’s usually how...”
– Chuck <3
“Someone bent on suicide won’t have much sense of humor left.”
– Chuck Palahniuk; my love.
The fire is gone.
I guess that’s why I feel so cold.
:/
in the past month
I’ve found it is so much easier to love.
I know it sounds contradicting because of the latest posts on my blog.
But seriously.
It’s so much fucking easier to just be nice to people.
Ryan Laur is my best friend. I don’t know what I’d do without his punk ass.
get the fuck out of my life
fuck you
fuck you fuck you fuck you bitch you fucking asshole sneaky skank fuck bitch.
and fuck your constant judgement.
SERIOUSLY WHAT THE FUCK
I have a ghosts on my tongue.
Spirits that come alive when I’m undone.
I don’t need to speak when my soul is full.
Words escape through my eyeballs.
What the fuck? All those Haitians are coming to Miami? Fuck no man fuck fuck fuck
hello crime rates and voodoo shit
Ugh I need to get the fuck out of Miami.
Is John travolta serious? Lol he looks like a douche in the new movie he’s in.
I miss you. I still don’t know what I did to make you stop talking to me and ignore me completely. I have scraped my brain trying to figure it out. But I guess there is no figuring it out. I guess if we are meant to be friends again it will happen…until then I’m sorry but I’ve got to give up on you. /:
Oh dear...
You are just a bucket of shame aren’t you?
SoOo..
avisualsoundtrack:
i have about 12 finals this week, so not ready for anything. somehow i got a 50 out of 50 on my global essay and i do not even fathom how… it was hard and i bullshitted like EVERYYYTHING. Oh moses. anyway, so theres this girl in my math class named nicole, and she’s fucking annoying. she has this nappy ass black curly hair and she’s friggin huge and her eyes bug out of her...
*sigh*
back to size 0 gauges lol
now…my tattoo needs to come soon though for real. Or I’m goin’ta bust a fade on some bitch, shiiiiit.
I wish my friends had tumblr…well they do but I wish they used it because I don’t talk to most of the people that follow me…
and I don’t like a couple of them…
I wish you could make someone unfollow...
“And if you gaze for long into an abyss, the abyss gazes also into you.”
– Nietzsche <3
“Admiration for a quality or an art can be so strong that it deters us from...”
– Friedrich Nietzsche
fuck you Nietzsche for making so much god damn sense all of the time.
<3
Found
I found an old journal entry from March last year…
It is unbelievable I used to feel this way…
Bear with me
“It is March, these are my thoughts.
I’m kind of just an echo in the world. I don’t really have a purpose. I’m just here for people to hear and move on. t’s hard to appreciate things when you, yourself, don’t feel real. It’s like...
Regina Spektor is quite the artist. I love her.
You make no sense.
You try too hard.
Stop.
It’s annoying.
I forgot what it was like using windows on a desktop.
I have become so accustomed to using my mac……..
lol Windows SUCKS (:
in love
with this quote…so much in fact, I want it on my body indefinitely. (:
“The soul that can speak with its eyes can also kiss with a gaze.”
- Gustavo Adolfo Bécquer
““The magic of first love is our ignorance that it can never...”
– Benjamin Disraeli
“The three hardest tasks in the world are neither physical feats nor intellectual...”
– Ernst Heinrich Haeckel
“There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in...”
– Nietzsche
